Bennie Tay

Christmas 2011

2011-12-26T19:52:00.004+08:00

First time ever celebrating Christmas in western country. How it feels ???
Erm.... Not that surprising and interesting. People here used to stay at home, gather with their family to have Christmas dinner rather than celebrating it outside. The time where everyone comes out from their house is the next morning.
Reason... Crazy boxing day sales!!!
How crazy can it be. Well, queues start around 2-3am. Sales up to 70%.
What you think ???
Sadly, I couldn't join the crowd this year. I went for a holiday. Massive crazy 9 days Barcelona->Madrid trip. Sounds nice??? Probably not when it comes to financial part.

Despite having some difficulties in communicating with local people, it was lovely to be in Barcelona. The architecture of the city and the ultimate sea scenery is great.
More explanation for the trip coming up soon. lol...

What´s next.... LONDON NEW YEAR COUNTDOWN !!!!
How nice is it? Worth to queue for few hours for it?? Not sure..........

3 months life

2011-12-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

It had been almost 3 months since I left my lovely home country and chasing for a whole new experience at this place. New environment, new life. The biggest changes that I experience should be the weather ? When the first time I walked out from Birmingham International Airport, the cool, chilling air which blows through my faces totally freezed me. It was around 12-13°C ? Probably something around that. Comparing to now, 13°C is considered warm for us and 5-6 is just nice with a jacket. Human are very good and fast in adapting new environment. Our body clock and cycle can re-adjust themselves in just few days/weeks.

There is no way for complaining that the environmental change affect your performance or your life. There is just do or die. Either you can cope with it or just leave the place without gaining anything. That's not the way of life.

Life is hard and easy is not an option. There is not an option at all for wasting your life living out other's life. Life is short. Live it out.

Birthday

2011-11-05T05:06:00.006+08:00

Another updates after almost 1 month. Gosh.... Since when I became so lazy to update this???? How can I continue to be a better blogger???

Anyway, I just had my birthday last week. That means I am 1 year older again by now. So bad...:-( Time is passing through so fast and yet things had never been done. What should I do............

Talking back to my birthday.

The cards and presents from my friend.

It was quite a surprise that my friends were all around here celebrating with me. I never expect that so many of them which eventually turn up at the end. It make me so warm in this cold weather. Thanks you guys <3

海枯石爛

2011-10-11T08:14:00.001+08:00

不怕明天的世界，会变成怎样
每天看见你笑脸，我就心安
=)

指望

2011-09-26T01:38:00.001+08:00

怕不怕被拒绝
怕不怕被省略
你怕不怕被沦落在宿命中妥协
当真爱宣告残缺
骄傲的玫瑰成一片一片枯萎
尽管你抱歉忏悔
真心一旦坠跌就不能飞
别指望我谅解别指望我体会
爱不是点头就能挽回
快乐或伤悲没什么分别
心碎到终点会迎刃而解
别指望我谅解别指望我体会
爱不是注定要甜蜜的缺
太多的是非来不及杜绝
更不想依恋这残缺的美
残缺的迂回
怕不怕被拒绝
怕不怕被省略
你怕不怕被沦落在宿命中妥协
当真爱宣告残缺
骄傲的玫瑰成一片一片枯萎
尽管你抱歉忏悔
真心一旦坠跌就不能飞
别指望我谅解别指望我体会
爱不是点头就能挽回
快乐或伤悲没什么分别
心碎到终点会迎刃而解
别指望我谅解别指望我体会
爱不是注定要甜蜜的缺
太多的是非来不及杜绝
更不想依恋这残缺的美
残缺的迂回
别指望我谅解别指望我体会
爱不是注定要甜蜜的缺
太多的是非来不及杜绝
更不想依恋这残缺的美
残缺的迂回

To forget something or someone is harder than to get it saved in your brain memory....

UK. Here I am.

2011-09-22T04:45:00.002+08:00

After waiting for so long, finally I am here. A place which is more than 10000KM away from the place I was born and live for the past 21 years. How would the life going on here? Will it be tough, hard? Easy for me to cope with? I still don't really know what's the path coming up next. Challenges will be coming in everyday and the most important thing is my studies over here.

It will be a total different teaching style from the one I used to have back at my place. What will be happened next? Being well with all my new course mate from different place all around the world? Or turning back to how it used to be? Some big changes need to be done everyday to understand and know well how they think and how to handle them well.

So far, the city and place still seems good. Just the weather over here. No idea how will it be later during winter. Gosh... 1st time to experience such low temperature and the best thing - I can't runaway with that. At least for this 2 years.

Anyway, everything will be alright. Good things, good news will be coming in everyday =)

iPad

2011-08-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

It had been quite sometime I never get my iPad updated. No new apps, no new games, Nothing. Still quite similar to what it used to have since 2 months ago. Still on my way finishing all stages on Real Racing 2.
A bit lazy recently on searching new updates of apps.
Gonna get updated very soon. Load with tonnes of new interesting apps and games to fill up some of my spare time :-)

KK-KL flight

2011-08-16T23:46:00.004+08:00

I went to Sabah for the last few days and juts touch down at KLIA-LCC terminal about 2 hours ago. This was not the first time for me taking flight but it was definitely another new memorable flight experience for me.

I had been flying since very young age as my hometown is separated from my place by a
sea. It was normal for a flight to be shaky when there is turbulence. But this time,things went a bit different.

About going to reach kl, when the air stewardess was announcing about some safety instruction and informing about landing soon, the flight started to shake for a few seconds. Followed by a sudden drop. Everything came in just a blink of eye that we can't really have enough time to react on it. What I heard was just some screaming. For that second, it was so frightened where you would think that something bad may happened and you may not be leaving the plane safely.

To someone

2011-08-14T07:28:00.001+08:00

I love the way you make me feel. It makes my love for you stronger than steel. I wanna be with you every night and day. But sometimes there is just no way. I want you in my arms when you are cold. I wanna be together until we are old. I want o be able to take care of you when you are sick. I will never treat you like some normal chick. Your the only thing special to me and i'm proud to say that. Your my #1 girl and thats a fact.
Source(s):
my heart

Sorry

2011-08-13T06:52:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether will you see or read this. I just wanna appologise on everything I did that make you angry. I dunno how to talk well to you and always beside you when you need someone to talk and console, I just couldn't help in that. I am dumb, stupid, slow all the time when facing you. I should get my mood bad when u are sharing all your problems and telling me everything. I really hate doing that but I just can't stop when I heard that you are upset. I can't just sit at a side and see how sad you are. That's not right at all. Maybe I did too much, or doing it wrong.
Anyway, please forgive on everything I did and give me a chance to be assisting and accompanying you in the future. I will be improving from day to day for you...

UK

2011-08-01T19:01:00.003+08:00

Finally, I received my CAS number last Friday. The long waited document required for applying Visa. One of the ticket for me to leave some footprints and history on another piece of land. Without knowing how the place would be and how will be life going on there, it's 1.5 months before me travelling there.

This is the first time I go so far from my house for such a long period. A mixture of few feelings occur. Happy that finally I would be able to further my studies overseas with all my fellow friends. Sad as I know I would be missing all my friends and family back in kl. It may takes few weeks or months for me to overcome it. But, with you beside me, I think I would be able to handle it very fast.

Travelling with friends is always better than travelling alone. Laughters and chit chat filled the whole trip there. Let's the next page of my life begins there.
Counting down for it :-)

Malaysia Floral Festival 2011

2011-07-21T21:12:00.003+08:00

It was a very memorable event which I went. The festival was not really too interesting overall. But, it was just a place which I would like to visit before leaving.
It reminds me about when you went to a place, it doesn't matter how nice is the place or how much you enjoy the place. But, the important part is who you went there with. To be able to spend time with your friends.
It was a memorable night for me although the boat parade and the decoration didn't really catch my attraction. The fireworks show was just normal like what we usually had during special occasion. However, the moment of watching it was really a nice and memorable. Something that I will remember deeply.
I will be leaving quite soon, and therefore need to grab all the chances to meet all my dear friends and spend more time with them before it's too late.

What's on my iPad 2

2011-07-17T13:11:00.002+08:00

It had been 2 weeks since it was being jailbroken. And, it had been quite a lot of customization done on it. Like LockInfo, SBSettings, Multitasking Gestures, Barrel,installous and etc.
The new jailbreaking tool is so simple and user friendly which anyone can jailbreak their device anytime, anywhere they wish to as long as there is internet connection. No extra knowledge or extra work needed like what it used to be last time where computer connection is required, setting into DFU mode and the firmware. Some tools may require you to have the firmware in order to start jailbreaking process.
All that make it complicated to some of the users which include one of my friend who is willing to pay to jailbreak her iPhone.
By now, just browsing a webpage and touching the screen for 2 times, it is as simple as getting an apps from apps store. Thanks to those hackers who make life much more simpler and yet providing it free...

Sorry that i loved you

2011-07-15T18:21:00.004+08:00

For all of the time that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight

And I'm So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
I'm so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won't make my difference tonight
But I'm hoping I'm Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry do can't turn back time
I'm sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you

I'm so sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you

Maybe something what I did was over but I just couldn't control myself from that.

Decision making

2011-07-14T08:39:00.002+08:00

When you are trying to decide whether you want to have something or not, what are the main criteria which is included in yr consideration?
You may not need any reason for accepting something if you really want it. However, a simple and stupid reason can just make u rejecting something. Foolishness and scare had make us very hard in deciding something. No matter whether it is big or small, important or not. All depends on how much you wish to and are you intended to have that.
The passion and interest is the most important factor before making any decision.

我最亲爱的

2011-07-11T00:24:00.001+08:00

很想知道你近况我听人说还不如你对我讲
经过那段遗憾请你放心我变得更加坚强
世界不管怎样荒凉爱过你就不怕孤单
我最亲爱的你过的怎么样
没我的日子你别来无恙
依然亲爱的我没让你失望
让我亲一亲像过去一样
我想你一定喜欢现在的我
学会了你最爱的开朗
想起你的模样有什么错还不能够被原谅
世界不管怎样荒凉爱过你就不怕孤单
我最亲爱的你过的怎么样
没我的日子你别来无恙
依然亲爱的我没让你失望
让我亲一亲像朋友一样
虽然离开了你的时间一起还漫长我们总能补偿
因为中间空白的时光如果还能分享也是一种浪漫
关系虽然不再一样关心却怎么能说断就断
我最亲爱的你过的怎么样
没我的日子你别来无恙
依然亲爱的我没让你失望
让我亲一亲像亲人一样
我最亲爱的你过的怎么样
没我的日子你别来无恙
依然亲爱的我没让你失望
让我亲一亲像过去一样

iPad 2 Jailbreak

2011-07-05T18:25:00.002+08:00

As told before, I bought a new iPad 2 about 2 months ago. As what I usually did to my old iTouch, Jailbreak is something I always looking for my iDevices.
Without jailbreak, a lot of restriction had been capped on the device. Limited customization,no themes and so on. With some apps like barrel, gravitiboard, lockInfo, the device became much more interested with those animation and additional functions.

Now, after getting this iPad with me for 2 months, mostly it was being used as e-book reader, music player and online browsing. It is an interesting device by itself, but with a jailbreak it will be working more lively and more interesting.

Recently, after several months, the news of getting a jailbreak tool become closer and closer to it's release. It was shown that how easy that the jailbreak can be done by just downloading a PDF file and let it to run by itself rather than, connecting your device into your computer, putting it into DFU mode and downloading the jailbreak.
This tool seems to be another breakthrough for jailbreakers and another challenge for them to fix the holes in iOS.

Different "World"

2011-05-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

How was the feeling of living in a world which is totally different from what you usually had. OR jumping from your current world to another world.

The obvious ways to solve this, is either working hard, leave your comfort zone and be aligned with the movement of the new "world" or leave from it silently.

Well, it may seemed to be easy to just quit from it and continue your current life. However, had you ever thought of what will it be happened if you work hard for this period of time and overcome every obstacles which arise on your way of achieving it?

Through problem solving and experience gaining, you will eventually growth and start to learn how to survive in this new world.

To survive or to be eliminated is both on your choice.

Just do it!!!!! Nothing is impossible in this world. Every big moves begins from the first step.

Chain Reaction

2011-05-30T00:33:00.002+08:00

Recently, I searched quite a lot for apple news. Or more specifically, the news about the releasing of the JB for iPad 2.

It was quite shocking to see how many of the bloggers and website actually update the news and everything happened on every single apple products and every action by those hackers is highly aimed by them.

From this, I realized something. The chain reaction in business. The popularity of Apple's product and the amount of users hungered for the JB had make it a big publicity for Apple. A famous company like Apple don't really need to advertise their products too much. As from what we seen, people even willing to pay $1000+ for a ticket just to attend the conference and to listen to how the keynote being delivered.

This had yet to be a very good way on creating huge traffic for your website.
A simple way of letting making your website famous is just to add a few keywords in your articles or your title. Just simply write about the features of the new iPhone, or by sharing your personal experience using it will generate huge traffic for your website.

And guess what... Huge traffic = $$$money$$$

Think about it.

Maybe it seemed to be too easy from what I quoted. Just give it a try and see how much increase in your website's traffic.

Jailbreak

2011-05-08T16:48:00.002+08:00

Whether to jailbreak an iDevice or not, all is your own choice.
The importance is on whether why are you doing that. Are you jailbreaking your device to enable certain 'additional' function for your device. Making it more interesting like having lock info / themes and much more.
While some of them, the main point of jailbreaking their iDevice, is for installing those cracked apps only.
A friend of mine, using an iPad. The only thing she did after jailbreaking it is to download paid apps for free. Which means illegal.
To jailbreak an iDevice, by means hacking it, open up the holes in iOS which enable certain function of the iDevice which Apple don't allows us, the user to use. They claim that those function will be shorten the lifespan of the device and hence, was blocked.
So, think before jailbreaking your device.

iPad 2

2011-04-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

Bought the new iPad 2 yesterday =)
Love it so much. Looking forward for spending more time with it.

House

2011-04-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

Nowadays, people tends to get more and more lazy with all those new invention.
Here's a thought with came to my mind recently.
I saw an advertisement about the launching of a 4 story bungalow.
What's so interesting with a bungalow? It's just a house.

What caught my attention was there is a lift in the house.
So, I started to have a few weird thought.
What happened if one day, you friend come visit you and you are at the top floor.
You take the lift to the ground floor and the lift stopped half way.

You will be stuck in the lift in your own house. And you will need to wait for the technician to come over to release you.

What will the reaction of your friend when you are telling him/her that you got stuck in the lift when you are going out from your house. This seems to be a creative excuse for being late.

The road not taken

2011-04-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

4 years ago, I make an important decision in selecting the pre-u course. Among all options that were given to me, I had chosen STPM( Form6 ). One and a half year studying that was quite an enjoyable period of time where I had a lot of fun with my classmates. I would never know whether will it be the same if I took ADP/A level or other pre-u offered by private colleges/University.
After that, another decision making time. That was a much more important and crucial time. Any single wrong decision will ruined my life. Fortunately, I was being chosen to get into one of the top public university here and was being offered the course which I want. However, during that time, my decision was to reject the offer and taken a public university course. It was a very hard time where everyone was asking why and how I make this decision.
Everyone is fighting to just get into public university. Most of them had no choice to accept the course given even if they are not interested in it. Or some even worse. They are not being offered anything.
For me, the 'seat' given was very valuable.
WHY?
Result based, normally only 4.0 students being accepted into it. And sometime even you got 3.7 or 3.8, they might consider whether to offer you the seat. But, for someone who get 3.5 overall, I really had no idea how is this happened.

After consulting several people, I found that pursuing studies overseas might be a better choice as I would have a chance to experience how people from the other side of the earth live and their culture. At the same time, I was being offered bursary from a private institution. So, I can ignore the financial problem for the time being.

2 years later..........
I met with another dilemma when I am choosing the country to do my credit transfer.
Both UK and Australia are very good options. I know very well that one day I might regret for not choosing the other one. Everytime when we faced a problem, we will start to blame why will this happen to me and how if we had chosen the other road from the beginning.

The followed poem reflected the situation which I am facing. I will be at the same point where after chosen the road, there is and will be no return until succeeded.

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Credit Transfer

2011-03-07T08:44:00.005+08:00

Recently, there is something which is bothering me and till now, I still couldn't make up my mind of whether which 1 to choose.
I am going to complete the 2nd year of my degree in the coming Jun and was planning to make a credit transfer to overseas for the another 2 years in order to have a whole new experience abroad.
Choosing where to study maybe a very simple case as the choices available is not too much. However, the choosing of which country to further pursuit my studies is a big problem. Both the 2 countries which I am applying is providing the similar course with the same standard. The only difference is on the life over there.

Between UK and Australia, how should the decision being made ???

11/2/2011

2011-02-11T08:50:00.001+08:00

I had decided to take the entire project out and postpone it for future development and exhibition.

MTE

2011-02-09T22:14:00.002+08:00

8 more days to go before MTE 2011. Our project was being selected to participate in it. It was a very great chance and experience for me and everyone to be participate in it. However, time is passing so fast and the project that is participating needs to be starts from the beginning and work till the final products in just 6 working days. No one knows whether how is the final result. Whether will it be success or fail. We are just racing with time.
Get ready for the birth of the next miracle =)

11/1/2011

2011-01-13T08:32:00.003+08:00

This date seems to be very nice, 11/1/11. However, what happened on that day is not a good experience for most of them who is going to travel to and from Kuching International Airport. An airplane skids off the runway on Monday night and as a result to that, Kuching International was being forced to be closed down for 1 whole day. This incident had affected the plan of thousands of people. Airport closed down and all flight canceled. However, fortunately among 124 passengers only 4 who are injured.
Another natural disaster happened at Australia at the same day. Brisbane, Queensland had been turned upon to be a water city. Few hundred thousands have lost their home and live under uncertainties as the water level is rising rapidly. The followed is one of the photo taken in Brisbane city yesterday. Using the traffic light as height indicator, it is clearly shown that the flood is very serious.

All the best for Australian =)

2010

2010-12-29T13:34:00.005+08:00

It had came to the last week of 2010. How had yr year been going on??? Good , bad , no different ? Even how big is the changes, how many bad things happened to you,life still needs to go on. Unless you are dead. But who can ever tell what will it be after life end? Recently,this few months, there are so many cases of commit suicide and accidents happening. What's the differences between both of them? One is willing and finding ways to leave the world 'peacefully' and another one is life being taken away unwillingly. Why this things happen to everyone of us?
Is that really because what we did in the past will results to what we have today ?
This phrase maybe true for certain situation but not all.
For myself, 2010 is a terrible year. Although I experienced a lot this year, both I gain and lose so much. I had been participated in a national Expo which other contestants are all at least degree holder or with master or phd and some even from private sector. It was so lucky that my group was being chosen to be in that although the result was not good. At least we learned a lot from that expo. Then is my 2nd EF in Taylor's. The day was so enjoyable and interesting. All of us are busy showing our final products to the visitors and judges, busy explaining the concept and show how it works.

Education system

2010-12-28T18:18:00.002+08:00

Often, we heard about how they set up the syllabus of studies and how they conduct their own courses based on certain standard. That's fine.
What I dun like about the system is where they want to mixed between good and bad students. Their aim was to make used of the capability of the good student and hopefully, they can help those poor one in their studies and influence them so that they can be improved as well. However, things always don't work like what you aim to be.
The final result :
1.Good student's result maybe affected due to extra time needed to help out those weak one.
2.They might be learned all those bad things from the bad student.
3.Both of them will be good student.

Among all those possible consequences above, the chance for the third possibility to be happened is almost zero. Only good student maybe affected by them and need extra time to do extra work which is undesired.

My life

2010-12-27T20:47:00.002+08:00

In our life, there are uncertainties happening anywhere and anytime. No matter do you want that or not, it will be happened without any notice and no one can avoid that.
So does I facing it recently.
How can someone which don't have much knowledge so good in objecting others' idea and couldn't come out with anything with his brain?
I am not saying that we shouldn't ask for something we can't understand or something which is not clear. But, we should be clear of what happening on. Time is a main factor in everything. When you are lack of time in doing or completing something, you should be realistic and reflected upon what had you did and how will it be like that. Bear in mind that everything happening today is what you did in the past. By understanding the theory where we should know how to differentiate between the importance of each task in our hand and which should be solve 1st with a suitable solution can help in which even with limited time, try to come out with something incredibly good which can amaze others.
Rather than staying there, sitting on a chair, objecting others idea and claims that you are so stress and mind is too concentrated, why not start working and do more to make it works? Think about it.
What you are facing now is because what you did in the past!!!
Don't blame others of what happening to you. Reflect upon the case to improve yourselves in the future.

Should i continue this ???

2010-11-17T16:39:00.002+08:00

It had been quite sometime where the last update was being posted here.
For the pass few weeks, many things happen and many things to be completed.
There was 1 question which arise in my mind.

Should I continue posting on this blog ???
Why am I posting here ???

PIC16

2010-10-21T19:07:00.002+08:00

Done with 1st few of the simulation of PIC16 microcontroller .
Wrote a few pages of codes and completing the schematic diagram was not something very nice to do . But when compared to the real testing on breadboard and soldering all the components on the circuit board, it is much comfortable to do it in front of the computer. Facebook and surfing the net while running it.

Hope that the next lab will be better and no error for the source code .

2010-10-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

There is always an argument for whether should I continue typing typing and typing on a computer . Posting several updates weekly or monthly , and theoretically will probably viewed by anyone else who may accidentally click on a link somewhere when they are busy searching on google or even just by random click .
But , for what I am concerning now, I had not been updating this page for quite some time . And this had make a serious impact where less people is visiting it anymore.

SO, the main idea here is, I won't really read back all of the previous post that had been published on this site regularly . And probably not much people will do that for now . No one like to waste time doing that. Then, why am I wasting time typing here rather than doing something which is more benefit.

I dunno why...... But, this will be a place to record the history of a life of a great person . Who knows maybe one day, all the posts here will be collected and being published as a book . TITLE : The story of a successful man .

HAHA.....................................................................

Future

2010-10-06T21:35:00.001+08:00

Can anyone telling that he/she knows how will be the future be ?
Will there a must where the future will be going towards certain direction ?
We can predict the future and create it .
If we look at few years back, we will probably discussing about something called 'future' which it maybe referred to NOW .
And when are looking back at it , we are referring to the history .
The question is , are we creating future or history creating future .
What are we now is because of what had we done in the past or it's because what had others done to us ?
No one should be blame for it as we ourselves are the one who decide what to do once upon a time and we created our life .
Either it's good or bad , we are going to pay full responsible for it.
So, change from now to make your future better .

2010-09-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

It had been quite some time where this blog was being left alone here .
Never being cleaned and visited . lolz......
Time passes very fast that 3 months passed just like that.
Nothing much changes or improvement that I can see on myself till now .
Does that mean I had wasted a lot of time and should really sit down and think of what should I do next ???
I knew that inside most of the people out there, I am not productive and not beneficial to the society . Well , that's me !!!

But, from today onwards, everything will be changed .
More and more goals to be achieved everyday .

............

2010-06-05T21:59:00.002+08:00

How if tomorrow, suddenly I got disappear from the world ????????
How long will it takes for others to realize that and start looking for me ???
Or it will be just being forgotten by the world slowly .
Life doesn't end at the day you left the world .
Your name and your contribution to the world will last forever.
You can be a millionaire ,having the best things in life.
But, when you leave, who knows the existence of you before ??

missed

2010-04-06T13:52:00.003+08:00

1. To fail to hit, reach, catch, meet, or otherwise make contact with.
2. To fail to perceive, understand, or experience: completely missed the point of the film.
3. To fail to accomplish, achieve, or attain (a goal).
4. To fail to attend or perform: never missed a day of work.
5.
a. To leave out; omit.
b. To let go by; let slip: miss a chance.
6. To escape or avoid: narrowly missed crashing into the tree.
7. To discover the absence or loss of: I missed my book after getting off the bus.
8. To feel the lack or loss of: Do you miss your family?
Definition from www.thefreedictionary.com

Do you missed something today ? Last week ? Last year ?
Or anytime in your life ?
What's your feeling towards it ?
Unhappy ? or feel lucky for it ?
someone saved their live when they missed the plane or train .
But someone regret the whole life as the missed their loved one .
And the chance doesn't comes the second time .
Never ever make a decision that would let you to feel regret for doing or not doing it . At least give yourself a try . No one knows how the result will be

Change

2010-04-06T13:37:00.002+08:00

Everyday , any second of time , everything keeps on changing . Maybe we don't feel the change instantly or we just want to made everything to stay at the original situation .
But , the reality is cruel where we can't stop the change of everything .
We can't stop to grow old and stop the time . Aren't we ???
Few weeks ago , I went to a restaurant which i used to hang around with my friends and wasted quite some time . lolz...
This time , I was going there with another group of people which is totally different from last time . Although everything there is still the same .
Probably even the waiter and waitress are still the same .
The only things different is the friends around me .
Most of them left KL for the own future and only back here once in few months time . And this make us hardly to meet each others . Compared to last time when we were still in sch , the life is so different now .
Now that everyone busy with their own studies , working and some busy dating .haha
It's really a good things where time can stop .
So , we can go back to the past and won't feel regret of missing something in life .

new sem , new life

2010-03-03T12:19:00.002+08:00

Well , time passes very very fast as I had not been updating here for more than 3 months . Everything seems to be happening in a short time only .
And now , i am in my 2nd sem of my 1st year of this course . Seems like still a long way to go as i am taking a 4 years program .
Changing from the old campus till the new campus now , everything seems to be so different .
The student here is different , equipments are different and same goes to the lecture hall .
But 1 thing remain the same . The boring and tiring student life with the same gang of coursemate and friends here .
13 weeks to go for this sem . GO GO GO

Study

2009-11-18T08:26:00.001+08:00

I was reading a magazine in the library and i was highly attracted by a list of people . The list is about 40 business's hottest rising stars which their age is below 40 . For most of the people , what are you doing you all doing in yr 40's ?
Working everyday very very hard and hope to earn a better living or just to keep everything keeps going well and lead a comfortable life after retirement ?
Regardless of any plan that we are looking for . Why don't we listen to some story of others who are earning millions annually even before 30 ? A very typical example is the founder of google . In 36 years old now , he is now worth some 14 billion . Such a huge amount that i think most of the people will be 1st asking how many zero should it be after 14 . For most of us , even to own a million after working for whole life is a difficult things . But , they are still so young and yet being ranked 1st in the list and having such price . We should all learn from their lesson . I am not telling you all to be earning billion like them instantly as it sounds almost impossible unless you won lottery or gamble which sound ridiculus . At least , we should all aim for getting it .

Do you online everyday ? Facebook ? twitter ? or any social networking website ? Had you ever think of earning money while chatting with your friends , playing flash games or watching video on youtube ? There are many tricks in the internet that make us not believing online marketing will work . Mark Zuckeberg - founder of facebook is only 25 this year . What would you be doing in such age ? Still studying in university for your degree , master or starts to work ? Start building your business empire ? This guy had established a well known social networking website which now has 300 million members worldwide . He is a Harvard dropout and then , started working towards his own business. Facebook tooks few years to be well-known by the whole world and now is being a necessary for most of the youngster . Even those 10 years old children who used to playing toys are now on facebook . In library or computer lab , the top visited website will be facebook . Everyone is addicted to it .

Internet is a very powerful tools for everything and it depends on how are you using it . Are you fully utilising every of the opportunity out there ? A very typical example of success in Malaysia is AirAsia . Without the help of internet , AirAsia may not be growing so fast and being the best low cost carrier . The online purchasing system is great as everyone can access to the internet and book their air ticket within minutes . This will lessen the usage of manpower in taking down the details when we used to phone booking . And when we writing down info for customer , there is a possibility of making a mistake and its hard for us to find out . What is the more efficiency for that ? Ask the customer to key in their info by themselves . We are so used to our own personal detail compared to anyone else . And if there is a mistake , who can we blame ? Ourselves . That's wy we will be more careful when doing it . And so , more and more people will be computer literate also .

我知道

2009-11-09T14:37:00.000+08:00

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候沒有你
陪著我心痛

一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油

我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實這份愛沒停過

曾經完整幸福的夢
在腦海裡頭
我多希望你
還在我左右

答應你我會好好過
不讓這些眼淚白流

Friday 2/10/2009

2009-10-02T10:35:00.002+08:00

Today , i went to uni quite late compared to usual day . Coz today i am supposed to be having a lab class at 10am . As usual , kl is a terrible place where you would be caught in traffic jam if you don't leave early .
From my house to my uni , i can either choose to take LDP o NKVE . Theorically , both will give about the same distance . But , practically , using NKVE will shorthen the time i need to travel from my house to uni . Cox its usually less cars using compared to LDP . Although its faster , but i will need to pay for it . An extra RM1 of toll . I hate paying toll . Although i am using SMART TAG , where its don't takes me long to queue at de tol plaza .
And so , today i took LDP . And the traffic is quite slow from Bandar Utama until i passed Kelana Jaya . It gone worse . Most of them are taking the turn to Federal Highway and caused the terrible jam . What i usually did is to use federal highway below cable bridge and turn into subang jaya directly .
But , today as i saw de terrible jam , i decided to go further and take a turn from Bandar Sunway to SS15- Taylor's Uni College . The unfortunate things happened when i stopped at de traffic light . I was de 1st car watiting for the traffic light . And i waited for it to turn green patiently . Suddenly , a car from behind accidentally bang onto my car .
We stopped de car at de roadside and went down to see how my car 'injured ' . Luckily , its just a small bang as he is very low speed . So , its didn't leave any significant scratches or sign . I told him its ok and nvm for that as he felt sorry for it and appologise to me for that . And that's all for de accident . Once again , i met with an accident . Although its just a small and insignificant accident . But , it still happened to me .

Different state and role of people

2009-09-23T13:55:00.003+08:00

From a customer , to a service crew and now a customer + service crew.
On the above 3 different role of a person to a shop . Which will be the best role ?

Service crew ?
To serve different type of customers who went into the shop and stay there whole days observing how different people will have their different personality . Although not happy or angry also , they need to stay happy and serve their customer with excellence service .

Customer + service crew ?
A win-win situation that when you are a customer , you spent money . But , when u work , you got back de money from your boss . In short , its also a way of exchanging system . You get the things you want by providing service for them .

Customer ?
The most easy and simple type of people among this 3 . What a customer need to do ?
Just go to into the shop and ask for the service he/she need . Satisfied o not , they pay the amount charged . But , they can anytime choose to made a complain if they wish to . Customer mostly only know how to complain and forgot bout compliment . They feel that customer is always right . They should be serve as a king although they din pay any service charge at all .

In every shop/business , there will be customer and worker . Today you may be customer at shop A but , tmr you maybe giving service to others . Its just like a circle . What you did to others , will be happened on you in a day .

Obviously , everyone will agree to me that being a customer will be the best . Easy and simple . But , you may lose de fun of meeting people from diffrent lifestyle .
Some customer will be really bad that you feel to scold them when you serve them . And some may be very good till you may even try to serve them the best you can .
Either its a good o bad people , its your customer and you need to serve them as they step into your shop . That's all .

HARI RAYA Holidays !!!!

2009-09-23T13:22:00.002+08:00

Everyone is jumping for joy and celebrating for the long holidays of hari raya . Its nice to have 5 days of continuous holidays . Don't need to think of working , studies . Have a pleasure weekend trip at de local beach . Sun bathing and swimming with the fishes .
Or , you can just have a nice break , walking by the lake , relaxing and dating with your love one . Any planning will be fine . Just give urself a break .

Working on public holidays sound bad as holidays mean to be rest and free . But wat u do is you cant have rest . But there are something worse than that . Its you don't have a job at all . LOL ^^

My 4 days of holidays is really nice as i was working everyday of it . Working on public holidays sound stupid and boring . But i like it . Coz you can easily got double o triple pay if you were working on that particular day . That means , You only need to sacrifice your holiday , and work like normal days . But you will got much more pay for it . Your job value more than it usually did . Sounds great ?

There is a lot of people who think that holidays should not be a working day for them as they are tired working daily . So it should be a rest . But that concept cant really be accepted in the real world . The reality is that if you were offering something o a service that others can't find other place , you will be having the chance to charging more and earn you more profit . Obviously , there is a price for everything . Don't ever over the limit and treat the consumer as idiot. They know how to calculate the cost very well .

Accident

2009-07-26T01:23:00.003+08:00

On Thursday , I went to Sri Sinar there to fetch my mum home after receiving her call . On the way there , I was thinking will there be a place for me to park or do I need to wait for her very long . After around 10 minutes journey , finally i reached there and stopped my car at the roadside . I called her to inform that i reached there and waiting downstair . After waiting for few minutes , the car who parked about half a car distance from my car was leaving after class . And so , I just go forward a little bit so that he will be getting enough place to move his car out although without doing that , he will be able to move out from the parking space easily .

Who knows the driver so stupid that he speed when moving out from the parking lot . Without thinking will he bang others car or not . And so , as what everyone will guess , he knocked on the right back of my car . Not really very seriously hurt , but according to the mechanic , it costs at least 500 to repair . Luckily , he was driving a wira and i was driving a Matrix that time . And I moved forward for him . Or else , I think he will lose half of the front of his car in that .

After knocking my car , he speed of and left the place . And I just came down from the car and manage to recognise his plat number be4 I check the "injury" of my car .
When i went out from my car and was trying to examine that , his car is back again to pick his friend up . When i tried to ask him bout the knocking and for the compensation , he acted like very fierce and wanna had a fight there with me . Really acting like a samseng . And in a very rude way , he asked me to go to lodge a police report .
From the uniform he wore , I managed to discover that he is actually studying at the centre opposite . And with my mum and sis , we went there and told the teacher there about the case . And asked them to call the driver back . The teacher told us in a very kind way that its just a small hit and he will lecture him the next day when he was back in the center . But impossible for us to take the loses and also facing such a rude person . For me , I will definitely lodge a police report saying that the guy hit my car and run away . After that , threatened to have a fight in a very rude way . Then I will see how he will be punished . Being kicked out from the school / being cancelled his license / being summoned . Or whatever . Seriously , what i am looking for isn't really bout the money and loses . Few hundred not really a huge amount money nowadays for a city people as the expenses here are quite high .

After waited there for about 30 minutes after they called him back , he din't turned up yet . And therefore , we asked his friends there and the teacher to re-call him to ask whether he is coming back and how long will it take ? Finally , after 15 minutes more , when we were goin to leave there , he reached . With the supervision of teacher and all his friends beside , he acted quite calm and don't dare to do anything at all . After several discussion with them , finally they agreed to repair it for us . But , going to their own workshop which is located at Shah Alam . OMG . How far is it from here to there ?

Definitely is not a good deal at all . I need to waste my time and petrol travelling there , left the car there for them to repair and then collect the car . It will cost me 1 whole day . So , its a definitely no for me to agree . We just simply ask him to pay RM150 for compensation coz he is still a student and said that he is poor . And we were forced to pay the losses .

When we were to collect the money the next day , we were told that he is actually a orphan . But , even he is a orphan or what , its not a good reason for him to be rude . He should be feel sorry for the things that he did and pay for it . Its a lesson for him . Not de amount of money that we concern . But just something to make us feel better .

We must be more careful on the road and don't drive recklessly . Remember there is someone waiting for us at home . How will they feel when we are injured o dead ? So , everyone please drive carefully for yr own safety and also yr loved one .

Investment

2009-07-22T23:03:00.003+08:00

Everyday we did many of investment either with or without our knowledge .
Not just investing in stock market , bonds , business , investment fund o others .
Those including putting in the money in a fixed account and just see how it works and how is the performance before deciding whether to invest more o not . When we saw de graph started to drop , and started to lose money , we can anytime stop investing it and cash out . Even if u r gambling , its a kind of investment also . Its a high risk investment as u can gain much profit and lose everything at the same time . However , its love by most of the people who love to take risk and to get instant profit .

Beside those investment which i mentioned just now , actually there is many others investment that we did in our life . We tend to just invest and don't even know we are investing it . Don't bother how it will perform and how is the result . For example , parents were actually doing a long term investment when they gave everything they can to their children . They started to register at pre-school classes , music lessons , sports lessons , drawing classes and etc . They will just pay for de classes and didn't thought bout whether their children will be having interest o talent in that particular field . That's wrong way of invest . They should let them to try several classes and understand what their child love be4 sending them to the class .

This theory is same as investing in a business . You must be truely understand what is the business about ? How it works ? What is inside the business ? Is it profitable ? Will I be earning big ? Result can be saw in short o long term ? All this will be under your consideration . Investing without doing research is just like throwing the money into the sea . Your money will be just wasted like that . No one can help you in making such decision . You are the one who make the decision , so when there is any loses and profits , all is belongs to you . It will affect no one but YOU , yourself .

On the other hand , not only what parents did to their children is consider an investment . A guy can invest in girl in the same way . When he found someone that he felt its good for him and he is interested in her , he will do anything to get her . This is another investment . He invested his money and time on her , only hope to get her heart . Yet , not everything happenned according to our wish , eventually the girl may just accept everything he did silently but not accepting him . In this case , he make a wrong decision in this investment . He invested on the wrong person . What he got back is just regret and sadness . After realising the loses , some will awake and stop sacrifice . But , some just continue giving without thinking bout the result .

In every investment i mentioned above , the theory of playing this game is the same . When you realise that you are giving more and more and din get back anything , one's should really sit down and think bout it . Does it really worth to keep investing , or should one's stop it and switch to something that will gain more profit . Keep doing the same wrong things is something so stupid and no one should be doing that .

I am not a good investor as i didn't really did any investment in any field be4 . Just take this as a reading material . Take whatever you think its right and useful and ignore what you think its wrong o just correct me . Thx ^^

知足常乐

2009-06-21T13:11:00.005+08:00

活在当下这繁华的社会，要什么都不是问题。只怕你没钱，不怕没消遣。续上次写了有关钱的题目之后，我渐渐的越来越觉得钱的重要性。钱不是万能的。不是什么都可以用钱买的。可是钱是绝对有可能创造奇迹的。
有钱人说的一句话永远都会比穷人说的十句来的有用得多。不要问你自己能如何赚的越来越多的钱，只想钱能为你做什么。人一旦有钱，说话的方式，语气都回答有改变。以前他可能连一些小事都会与他人斤斤计较，可是现在尽然变了个人似的,任何事都很好商量。

知足，人类最不会做的事。人的野心会越来越大。也因为如此他们会不惜一切的达到他们的目标。目标达成之时，他们却会觉得自己拥有的还不够多。而继续为了所要的东西牺牲的一辈子的时间。他们牺牲的是永远都无法用金钱所买到的时间。人生有几多个十年,为何浪费了一辈子到头来什么回报都无法享受呢。

懂得知足的人，生活比较快乐。当一个人没有太多的选择或要求，他其实真的会获得比其他人快乐得多。当你有太多的选择时，你会开始被宠坏。慢慢的挑选你最喜欢的。可是当你没有选择的时候，多么困难的日子你都要克服它并适应它。

Changes for life

2009-06-18T16:44:00.003+08:00

Things are changing everyday without our notice . A place which u claimed that you are very familiar , but never visited there for long time . You maybe lost there in yr next visit . Sky scrappers , highways , bridges were built . Even sometime you just can imagine how the place looks in few years back . A very good place that changes very fast is a province in China that named Guangzhou . Its said that if you just went away from there for about 1 months , you will be lost in de city . End up cant even go back your own house . The wisdom of human have make them a better lifestyle and easier life. " Change we can believe in " a slogan by US President.

In life , we should try to change to be better all the time . What's de biggest change in your life that make you to be someone you are today ? Is that a decision you make ? A thought ? A wish / dream o even someone's words ?

I was asked bout a question bout this . What is the biggest changes in life that you would like to do . And i just thought of being as rich as possible so that i don't need to worry bout money everyday . Maybe for those who know me , they would think i am someone who is rich and don't need to worry bout money at all . They maybe right in their point of view as i quite generous to friends and stingy to myself . No one who would ever know how is it . Willing to spend de people don't mean he/she is someone who is rich .

What would you like to change ???? Had you thought of this question be4 ??? Having a suitable aim in life will lead you into a brighter future rather than always sitting there but dunno wat to do .

The Power of Money

2009-06-10T21:43:00.005+08:00

Money , something everyone cant live without it although you may say that its not something very important to you . Let's see . What can money do for you ???
~buying everything you want but cant buy friendship and love
~giving you a luxury life that you wont need to worry about anything and live happily like a prince/princess
~having certain power and influence to others

Money . Its just a piece of paper o some cylinder shape metal o even a group of ,numbers in the bank computer . Yet , no one would be able to deny the power and use of money . With money , one's can strengthen his/her power and influence to others . He can make others suffer in life o live without any worry . But yet , there is people who is telling that money is not important . As long as you are happy , the other things are totally rubbish . Hey guys . Be realistic . No money you are nothing . You cant buy food o even to live . Clothes , F&B , Grocery , everything need cash .

One's may say love conquers everything . Money is not important . As long as you meet the right one , then can live happily . Please don't be silly . There are still much other things in life . Without money , you are nothing . Nothing can win the status of money. Two guys who is quite equally good but one driving proton and the other driving benz . Who will you choose ???

For me , money is very very important and can be said that its as important as my life . Last time , I dun really value money well . 1 million is quite a large sum of money for most of the people and I also thought that . This thought fully changes as i grow older and meet more people and saw many things around . I started to feel that 1 million is just a small amount of money . What can you do with 1M ??? Is that enought to buy a house o car ?? How long can it be last ??
Try see the calculation below.

A house . Just a normal double storey terrace bungalow house alr cost bout 1.5-2M
A car . A Mercedes S-class o Bmw 7 series . Roughly about 1M
If to get a normal car , it costs bout 200K one. 3 driver in your house .
At least 500k spent .
Other expenses not included .
So , please don't simply use your money . Its easy to spend than earn .

"Friend"

2009-06-04T22:24:00.004+08:00

Having some new friends from internet is something nice as you can meet people around the world and can learn about different culture they are having . Besides , u can also be sharing some valuable experience from them .

Maybe you will think that how much can i trust the people who is sitting behind another machine and chatting with you . Will he/she really sharing what its truely happen ??? All his/her experience without anything hidden o its he/she creating story ???

Actually having such a relationship is quite dangerous as you wont be notify when and how you will be cheated by what he/she telling . The secret of having a good net friend relation is whether you decide not to believe in anything he/she telling or listen to him/her fully without thinking too much . How good can 2 ppl who never met before to be ??? What can they chat so much ??? Is that both good liar o both really have such a good fate to know among so many net user ???

Do you think its wasting time to manage such relationship who you don't even know where the people from and how the people really looks like ??? Some will be asking to meet de people personally . From those story that i heard , many unexpected things maybe occur in the first meeting . Some will be hiding at a corner and wait for the 'friend' to occur . Have a look of how the fellow looks like . If too much different from the photo seen in the internet , they may just simply find an excuse and leave without meeting .

Some even more terrible , just simply find an excuse of going toilet o what and leave there silently . Leaving the partner there waiting . I heard of something even worse is the guy just go to the girl and told her . Don't simply come out to scare others . Had you all thought of how much people will got hurt from what had you said ??? You may hurt others feeling deeply .

I personally had some of those relationship . All starting from internet and chatted quite well for quite some time . And some even being quite close and good friends . However , no matter how good is the relationship , still there is something in betweeen . Something is missing there . The feeling that can't be explained or described . To be chatting only is still ok . But can you imagine that if you are having a very close friendship with someone that you would really never where she is and is that she really appear in the world ???

P/s : Please give your own opinion bout this in the chat box at LHS if you are free .

人和人来到这世界上，究竟是为了互相伤害还是相亲相爱？？

2009-06-02T21:30:00.003+08:00

人与人之间的相处，没有所谓的对与错。开心的时候任何事情的发生都会是甜蜜与美好的；相反地心情不好的时候对方的一举一动都会让你觉得非常的讨厌，你也会认为他的一举一动都是无意中对你造成无形的伤害。

喜欢的时候，你会无怨无悔地把所有最好的东西都无条件的奉献给他/她。温柔体贴，罗曼蒂克。脸皮比什么都厚，没什么话或事是你做不出的。可适当爱人分手时，有多少对情人是可以真的变成朋友的呢？？？彼此之间的关系好像隔着一层透明的玻璃。当你不去碰它的时候，好像完全不存在。可是它一直都把两个人的距离隔着。

不爱的时候，他根本不会理会你的感受。他会有意无意的做出一些伤害你的事。可是你必须明白的是，每个人生活在这世界上都有自己的意义。不是没有了谁就活不了，还是一定要依赖其他人，当他不要你或你不要他的那一刻起，你就要开始对自己说。他失去了我一定是他的损失，是他瞎了眼。可是没关系。不要让伤心待在你心里太久。过去的终有一天是要过去的，最重要是从中吸取教训，下一次一定会找到一个比他更好更疼爱你的人。

有些人占有欲非常的强，他们会尝试控制他们的伴侣。三更半夜或是任何时候随时都会打个电话检查对方在做什么。其实啊，那是非常无聊加白痴的事。如果他/她要让你知道他/她在哪里或做什么，她自然会告诉你。不然，她可以随便的找个借口或是随便的敷衍你。那是多么的浪费时间的啊。

伤害也好，相爱也罢，人和人之间的情爱纠葛没有停止过。

人性是复杂的，其中既有显意识的层次，也有潜意识的层次；既有光明的一面，也有阴暗的一面。人类时时刻刻处于内与外、自我与他人、个人与社会的冲突之中。因而人的言语与行动、外表与内心并非总是一致的，而是或多或少、或轻或重、有意无意地表现出不一致性、分裂性。

2009-05-17T12:51:00.002+08:00

猜不透是哪里出了错
恋爱的进度有些落後
据线报说你也喜欢我
怎麽会还无动於衷
气象报告天气很不错
太阳晒得我脸颊红红
我也很想跟你做朋友
就你傻傻还不懂

我数123木头人
在不行动就要被扣分
我一直在等着
恋爱轰轰烈烈的发生

我数123木头人
明明暗示的够明显了
我很天真
觉得勇敢的情话最动人

脚步太快你走在前头
我在你背後开不了口
多希望你在下个路口
就会牵起我的手

我数123木头人
再不表白天就要黑了
我真的很想问
你是害羞还是太迟钝

我数123木头人
给我一秒心动的眼神
我期待着因为有你让爱情能完整

Student

2009-05-14T16:50:00.003+08:00

Today , as usual i went to my ex-secondary school to fetch my sis . And i was actually surprised when i saw there are so many cars parking there and caused a terrible traffic jam there .

But i was too familiar to that place as i being a student there for 7 years and for the past 2 years i was driving most de time to school . So , its not a problem for me to get a parking place . As wat everyone noe , i usually love to be early rather than being late . And today i reached there bout 5 mins be4 the bell ring and those 'kids' rushing out from the school gate . They are just like those ppl coming out after being locked long time . And i was imagining last time when i was one of them , walking out from the school as a student there .

Time passes very fast . My 7 years of studies there finished juz in a blink of eye . I got much happiness and memory there as i were there . Gaining knowledge and getting know of more new friend . Honestly , i was not a very good student that being the top student in school o famous student who involved in many activities . For the 1st 5 years , i was juz nobody there as i seldom mixed around with others and being a bit introvert . However , everything changes when i came into my form6 life . Lower6 is stiil ok , not much diff from last time . However , in upper6 i was changed quite lot as wat others told me and i felt it .

I started to be commented as talkative and noisy people by my classmates and schoolmates and i never imagined myself to be getting that name as my image last time is those who will be really sitting in a corner very quiet and od my own things alone . Pls dun ask me why o what changed me to be like tat . Cause i also dunno wat happened to me . It was juz a natural changes i think . ~~~~lol~~~~

Be what you want to be

2009-05-04T20:41:00.003+08:00

Do u ever thought of what you would like to be o listed down your dream and things that you would like to achieve ???
Most of the people will think that its crazy and stupid to do that . As they think that dreams will just remain as dream . Everyone thought of being a rich man and dun need to work . Just stay there having pleasure life and the money will be coming towards them just like he is de magnet . Why don't we make it be true that it happens to us ???

Let's have a look for those case~~~
Genting Highland is a world famous place for entertainment and earn millions yearly . Boosting Malaysia tourism . If Mr. Lim just dream of building something on the hilltop , but always telling himself its impossible to do it . And he got no such financial support to do that , what will it be now ????
A hill which is standing beside Karak Highway , no one will ever bother how will it be ???

If Bill Gates nvr thought of every houses having a device that will connect to the internet and make his 1st step towards it , he wont be the found of microsoft corporation and the richest man in the world with 40bil USD .

Don't laugh at others when they share with you what's their dream and what they would like to be . At least they dare to think and dream . They are a step in front of you . What you have to do is encourage them but not being a ' dream stealer ' telling that its a mission impossible . Or else they won't share their knowledge and thoughts with you next time . And you will be the one who lost some important info that might be useful in future . When they really success one day and you are still working hard for living . Pls don't envy them ....

A famous multi-million book seller said be4 . Just be like the person you want to be . And don't bother of what others thought of you . They just wanna try to make you feel bad and its the obstacle in the path of your success.

属于 - 梁静茹

2009-05-03T17:35:00.001+08:00

我坚持的都值得坚持吗
我所相信的就是真的吗
如果我敢追求我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了不要呢

或许吧或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于风的那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢

是他吧命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧他原来就在这里啊

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们还要努力

Honest

2009-05-03T17:02:00.003+08:00

How many of us usually telling the truth to others ???
Telling how bad about the person o just say out any problem that we saw in a project o a work ???
Most of the people are afraid to tell the truth to others as they scare it will make others to be angry and affect their relationship. As an example , if you are feeling someone who is always bothering and you dislike what he/she is doing , most probably you won't tell him/her directly about that. You will be thinking of if i told him/her that , what will happen to us. Will he/she be angry of me ??? Scold me ??? Punch o slap me ??? O wat will be the changes of our relationship . Will he/she continues to be our friend , and will me be as good as last time ???

What Happens when you tell the truth ???
You will be most probably getting de result of either being scolded badly and lost de friendship or relationship , o you will be highly appreciated and being treasure more by the people . Telling the truth is not a simple things that everyone is able to do , because there are much more people that can't accept the truth compare to those who can . And if u r telling others bout their bad , they may be thinking of " who r u ?? how dare to you criticize me . Do u think u really can did that better than me ?? Do u have a better qualification than me ?? Please have a mirror o water to look at yourself before saying anything . " And this behavior is stopping everyone of us from accepting others comment bout us which is useful. You won't want to hear that , but that's the most important things that we need to change to a better person . To be someone that everyone will admire and looking forward to know .

There is no such things as a perfect time to tell the truth . If u like to listen to the truth , anytime is ok for others to tell you that . If u don't like that , then its hard for people to give you useful comment and suggestion . Because , your mind are telling you to reject what others say . They are lying . All this stupid thoughts only stop you from improving . So , start from today . Remind yourself that

I DON'T WANT ANY YES-MAN AROUND ME . I WANT EVERYBODY TO TELL ME THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT COST THEM TO THEIR JOBS O FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN US .

Sorry...................

2009-04-29T20:19:00.003+08:00

It was almost 1 month from my last post to now.
During this period , very sorry of din got any new post here .
One of de reason was because i was having some problem with my this stupid old computer that i cant even online o being properly functioned.
De other is i hardly find a suitable topic that i feel comfortable to write . In this period of time , i tried some things that i dun do be4 this and even start doing some new things.
Maybe this is a good sign to change my life ; o just something which is ordinary to everyone , and its just new to me .
Anyway , sorry for not updating this so long ...

the life of diff people

2009-04-01T11:45:00.003+08:00

Its a story between someone who is having comfortable life and yet don't appreciate it . And also someone who work hard for a better living for his family .

When a person is given everything ready , he will start to lose the determination of improving themselves . They will start to think that they are very good and great and soon going round to critise others weakness . Is that so fun to be always criticise others while themselves dun even hav something done very great that will let everyone to feel that they are awesome ??? As example , if you are going to critise others english , pls make sure you get a much better result be4 doin that . Don't give those stupid excuse when ppl asked bout yr result. Someone who is professional won't be easily influenced by anything happening around . Only loser will always finding excuse for themselves .

Being a loser sometime dun means that you will be always lose . Just work harder next time and learn from the mistake this time and you will soon become the winner one day . Even a great investor who wins millions may lost his money in certain wrong decision they make . No one who is born to be successful . The most important is we should know our weakness and start to work hard on that .

Now , let's go to some place who those people there leading a poor life . Most probably in a day they are just earning about few ringgit and monthly spent of a whole family is not even RM50 . For them , they have not much time to waste complaining o bothers what other will be doing . All they can do is juz work harder to get a better life for their family . For that , they are willing to sacrifice themselves by working oversea , either with o without permit.

They need to hide from the custom and police if they are without actual permit . They pay lots to the middle person in order to get the "passport" for them to leave the country . So, if they were caught and sent back , they will be in big trouble as they din earn enough money for their family and they need to pay back for their debt . However , without bothering how hard is the life out there , they are willing to try their best in order to provide a better life for their family .

So , we all who live in such a nice country and having a comfortable life , shouldn't complain too much about life . Many children who are hoping for study but they cant get . But we , who have the opportunity don't work hard for that .
From today , stop complaining and doing those things that wasting time . Start to think about what will your life and plan it properly .

For my friend

2009-03-25T18:30:00.002+08:00

To someone who helped me very much :

Sorry for you that i actually brings much prob to you . And i also dunno why those problem will juz go to you but not others . And you had chose to keep everything to yourself rather than letting me know and add some problem to me . Really THANK YOU for that . Actually since last time i would like to give help in settling those things and i think i was able to did that very good . Dun simply give your own opinion to others . And your guessing may not be correct to everyone.

For your ways of managing your friendship really great that you will juz choose to sacrifice yourself rather to make others unhappy and this is really great and seldom got ppl can really did that . The way you treasure your friendship and everything is really great also .

Sometime don't be too kind to everyone . You must know how to protect yourself and not just stay there and let people to bully you . Try change your mind and make yourself tougher and dun simply influence by others so easy . Know you bout 10 years ago , but juz meet back in this 2 years time . Last time dun really know much bout you and din really chatted lot o wat . But really cant imagine that after so long , now we are able to be close friend . And its wont be able to improve to another state .

Hope that we can still remain as close friend although apart coz of study.

Appreciation

2009-03-25T18:15:00.005+08:00

To someone who had changed me

Although knowing you for only about 2 years , i actually change lots in this period . And i actually dunno whether is it you who really totally make me a change .

You just came into my world all of a sudden and start be friend and chatted with me so well . Although we don't really know each well , but we just manage to have this friendship till so long and become very close and important person .

Last time , i was someone who is really very very quiet till even my mum always saying tat i too quiet and not sociable . Now, i am still someone who not really sociable , but its much more better than tat 1 who are totally silent de people .

As you r from the different environment with me , you hav make me realise that being good looking is not really important . The most important is to be a knowledgable person as wisdom dun fade , but appearance did . Its good to have something perfect . But there is nothing who can be really be say as perfect . No one is perfect . To be getting someone who is almost perfect is alr enough :-)

Beside that , you also did taught me quite lots bout what a successful people need . And make me start to think of changing my lifestyle now to be someone better . No matter what happen , you will juz giv me advice and encourage me not to give up in anything and juz take a try . Without a try we wont noe the result . If we fail in doing tat , we wont lost anything . But if we success , we will got something tat its valuable .

You are also someone that i think trust me quite much and willing to share everything to me . Thank you for your trust on me . Glad to know you as my friend .

2009-03-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

最熟悉的陌生人

2009-03-16T17:49:00.004+08:00

We will met people tat are with different background , persomality , looking and etc.

However , how do we noe tat whether its someone that really can be friend with us by the first met o even after knowing 4 a long time.

Maybe someone who you accidentally met on de street can be a good , close friend to you rather than your friend that you know even longer . How will de relation be start and being strengthen ???

What do you need is how the both parties work in managing the relation .

How good is 2 friend also . If never contacted for a long time , you will feel less familiar with the people when your next meeting . Although its juz a few minutes call , o a sms will shows yr care bout that friend . And maybe he/she will feel warm by yr acting .

Does it really need to know someone else in order to be a good friend ???

Relationship through internet - is that real / illusion / dangerous ???

No one can assured anything coz you don't even know where de human who is sitting in front of the other computer who is chatting those rubbish with you everyday . And also how much can you trust the human there . Its juz like you are being friend with your computer who with different respond that will make you feel enjoying and less bored .

Its just felt unsecured to be having such a relationship and let's see how much of people have been cheated by that ??? How bad is a person also he can be a very nice and caring guy in internet . And wat he/ she say can be juz copied from books o any other sources .It may not really mean what his/her thought .

love vs money

2009-03-16T16:50:00.002+08:00

Recently heard from my fren bout tis .
And i was thinking is tat really important to find someone who can pay for everything you spent and pampered you much ??? O is that better to find someone who really love you much and suite you more ???
There is a tat my friend told me .
A friend of her have a very very rich bf tat is giving her a very good and wealthy life till he can really pay for everything she want and also always bring her to have meal at those high class restaurant . And this girl really enjoy this type of life and is trying to show off in front of her friend tat she got a very good bf tat earn much and can pampered her a lot .

Is that really so important to get such a bf o rather will you feel better to have a normal bf but lead a happy relationship with him ???
Money isn't everything , although its nothing if without money . Had you ever thought of de day de guy break off with you ???Do you think that you can afford to lose him . And lead a normal and hapy life after that .

Being a surreal and materialistic people isn't a good behaviour actually . Maybe u will got attraction from some others but at the same time there will be someone who hate you of what u did and talk bad behind . To be wealthy o not isn't calculated by how much money and asset that you own . Being rich you r not necessary to be a happy and successful people. Juz imagine that all those people around you are just be there coz of certain trick and not really treat you honestly . And also what's the point for being rich if u always feel lonely and not happy . Always worrying that being assasinated o threatened by others .

Its good to have much money and don't need to worry bout spending money .
At the same time , try to think whether having a free and easy is enough for you .
Not everyone will be happy with what they own .

家后

2009-03-13T17:52:00.001+08:00

有一日咱若老　找无人甲咱友孝　我会陪你
坐惦椅寮　听你讲少年的时阵　你有外摮
吃好吃丑无计较　怨天怨地嘛袂晓　你的手
我会甲你牵条条　因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜　阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透　有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜　才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到　我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘　放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老　有媳妇子儿友孝　你若无聊
拿咱的相片　看卡早结婚的时阵　你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较　怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条　因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜　阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透　有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜　才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到　你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘　看你为我目屎流

爱拼才会赢

2009-03-13T17:42:00.003+08:00

一时失志不免怨叹
一时落魄不免胆寒
那通失去希望
每日醉茫茫
无魂有体亲像稻草人

人生可比是海上的波浪
有时起有时落
好运歹运总嘛要照起工来行
三分天注定七分靠打拼
爱拼才会赢

一时失志不免怨叹
一时落魄不免胆寒
那通失去希望
每日醉茫茫
无魂有体亲像稻草人

人生可比是海上的波浪
有时起有时落
好运歹运总嘛要照起工来行
三分天注定七分靠打拼
爱拼才会赢

一时失志不免怨叹
一时落魄不免胆寒
那通失去希望
每日醉茫茫
无魂有体亲像稻草人

人生可比是海上的波浪
有时起有时落
好运歹运总嘛要照起工来行
三分天注定七分靠打拼
爱拼才会赢

This song i think at least there for bout 15 years . And de song tat i used to noe when i was small . Last time , still cant read much in chinese coz juz obut 5 years old but was juz able to rmb every single words of this song without any mistake . And its a good song also as it reminds us tat dun ever give up . 爱拼才会赢 we muz fight to win . No one is useless unless u think u r . No one is stupid . Juz stay in mind tat from where u fail juz stand up from there and start it all over again . No one is always loser in life . The most important is how u wanna change ur life . Whether u wanna lead a normal life without any changes and challenges , o a bright and nice life .

love

2009-03-12T17:13:00.007+08:00

Its should be quite funny 4 u all to read this as someone who dun hav love o in love be4 is writing this .

爱与被爱都是一种福气。人常说被爱是很幸福的，爱人是很痛苦的。。。若有机会让你选择,你会选者被爱还是去爱呢？？？爱一个人，要了解也要开解；要道谢也要道歉；要体贴也要体谅；要接受而不是忍受；要慰问而不是质问；有活力的爱情是需要双方都付出，任何一方都不能懒惰下来。不管你爱她比较多还是他爱你比较多，爱或被爱都是一种喜悦。

人生不能太美满，要留些缺口让适合的人来填补自己的缺点，人生才会更加多姿多彩。没有人是完美的，每个人都有凹与凸的一面。能够遭到一个客气填满自己的缺陷的人固然是好。可是那是件多么难得的事啊！！！

两个人走在同一条平行线，距离是那么近，也是那么的远。没有人可以明确地说任何事是不可能的。就算是手中的风筝也有断线的一刻。多么幸福的一对恋人都有吵架的一天，只有少许的人可以肯定那就是他的真命天子。

暗恋一个人是什么感觉的呢？？我不知道。很多人都是当身边的人告诉他们之后，才察觉自己已经不知不觉地跌入的无尽的深渊。有些人回为了所爱而不顾一切，为他做任何事都没问题；有些人却选择默默地为他服务。人啊~~人生短短几十年，为爱就浪费了那么多的时间，其他的大事呢？？？要等何时来做啊。

人真的是很奇妙的动物。。。回忆是不会骗人的。。很多时候我们或许骗得了大家但自己却永远骗不了。

my result

2009-03-12T16:41:00.002+08:00

Stpm result 4 2008 candidates was revealed on 10 March 2009 . And some of de ppl quite happy bout their result and some disappointed bout tat . No matter wat result u got . Life will still go on. And dun be too sad bout tat for too long. Wat u need to do is to find a course tat really suite you to study and not jux there to blame 4 others .
Do more research o studies of which course tat you really like and those who u like it . Its 4 years time tat u need to face it . If u dun like , how can u be really success in tat ???
Try think bout tis. Wat u choose to study may not be ur future career . Juz get a degree 1st after tat onli choose wat u wanna do . Its something very surreal tat the world outside is juz depends on whether u got de degree but not wat field tat u r study . Of course i am not mentionin bout those profesional job like doctor , engineer etc. la . U can always switch ur job o even own a business anytime u like . So de most important now is to get a seat in university 1st . Its juz like a ticket tat will change ur whole life .
Juz like one of my fren . He is going to take an engineering course 4 his university and used up 4 years time to study bout tat . But de end he is not really planning to be juz a engineer 4 his whole life . Being an engineer is juz a name 4 him . Everyone will be jealous when they noe he is an engineer . But wat's his job is another kind of story . He can juz start a business and run it while under employed by big company to be a high pay executive staff . He will nvr worry bout being fired by his boss. haha .
Did anyone can assured tat onli those graduates onli can get high pay job and earns millions by the age of 30 ????????
Anything is possible in this world . A fren of mine who is 23 tis year alr earn his own 1st million now . And he is now de boss for a fitness center . So actually dun be too depressed when u din got 4.0 in ur stpm exam. Its juz a test tat u can juz take it again o juz go 4 foundation o a level with ur spm result . They r certainly willing to give u a scholarship 4 ur good spm result.
Dun think tat its a waste of time . Nvr be too late in life if u wanna do something . Someone waste 20 years to earn big money bout some juz use 2 years . So its de matter of de ways u do something but not de time factor .
Even u juz start yr own business in de age of 50 , there is a chance of getting very rich . De most important is tat u noe how to create chance 4 urself and noe how to appreciate chance tat is given by others . When there is a change , there is a way. Nvr be too late and nvr give up in life .

No one is always fail in life and no one is stupid . Juz stay on a target and move toward it no matter wat happen . U will sure success at de end .

Life

2009-03-09T22:20:00.004+08:00

We always thought of how come human cant have eternal life ? Can those scientist invent something tat will make us not to die forever ???

Its not wrong to hav this thought as all of us noe tat its scary to face death and no one noe wat will happen after we die . Ppl from different religion will have different explanation of de life after death .

However , its a natural cycle tat we muz be experiencing de process of born , sick , aging , and death . De process is continuing to be happen till de day everyone gone . Juz like a tree . After u burn it , It will become charcoal and then become earth . Earth will provide everything to make a new tree to grow . And this is de cycle of the natural environment .

Let's have a look of those ppl who with the idea of having eternal life . Its actually a great idea because with tat we wont need to worry bout when are we going to die o torture by those sickness. But let us juz think by another way . If we r given eternal life , will u think we will work hard as now ??? Most of us will think tat its still too much time left and will start to delay their work . Slowing down the production and the improvement of de human .
Besides , if we r juz thinking of eternal life , how should we place those human in few years more ?
De population will juz increase by the born of those cute baby , but those old will still remain there . Soon the resources of the earth will be not enough and they will start killing each others in order to survive. Imagine wat kind of world izit ?

Happiness in life should no be affected by material things . Nothing is eternal and tat's y we should not always think of having those branded and expensive things . As long as we will comfortable and happy with tat . Life is short and we will be facing so much prob and cases tat will make us to feel sad . And so y should we juz have persistence on juz 1 point ?? We cant stop wat others say o do to us and tat's y we dun need to feel sad o do much explanation of those things. Those ppl who r willing to listen to yr explanation dun need u to explain too much and 4 those who r not willing to listen to u , u dun even need to explain anything as they wont ever bother bout wat u did . They will juz think tat u r talkin to the air but not them .

Can anyone really say WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE ???
Born and death ???
O juz a cycle where no one has the ability to control wat will happen ? They juz able to do their best in the time of the life so that they will be rmb by ppl even after they pass away .

How to choose wat to study ??

2009-03-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

Everyone will hav de chance to choose wat to do o wat to study when they reach certain state of life . And its a very hard to make up our mind of what is really good .
Most of de ppl will regret of wat had they chose when they look back of it after few years time .
Some businessman may lose few million o billion if they make a wrong decision . But its doesnt really matter bcoz they can always earn de money back.
But imagine if when u choose something u dun like to study , how can u be concentrate in studyin tat and finally able to graduate from tat .
Many ppl find it hard to decide wat to study coz they actually think much in whether wat they study will be highly demand o will they earn their 1st million be4 de age of 25 . Actually if u r saying tat after u graduate u will work 4 others . Den its actually quite hard to reach tat target even by de age of 30 .
Who can really say tat wat u study will be definitely yr future job ???
De most important of it is tat u get de degree onli think wat u wanna do la. When u r applying a job later , no one will really bother tat u r graduated from wat field as long as u r not applying 4 those professional job like doctor , engineer all tat la.
Juz as some of my fren who is studyin actuarial science o engineering , after graduate now doin marketing works also . So dun really feel headache to find wat to study . As long as u can find something u really like to study den juz go on . Dun ever regret of any decision o choices tat u make in life . Tat's juz my opinion . If u all dun agree of wat i say o wat juz boom me at de chatbox there la
Its ok de.

2009-03-04T10:58:00.007+08:00

songs

Do everyone really need friends ????

Is tat correct to say tat no man is an island ??

Actually its fun to hav fren tat at least when u r sad o down , there r always someone there to accompany u and help to cheer u up .

Its depends on thier kindness to help us as its not their job to do tat also . But if they choose not to help us we cant complain anything o scold them . Coz its other's choice whether wanna to help o not .

Basically , there are a lot of type of friends tat we will meet in our life .

Either its our classmates , colleagues , teachers , net friends , o even someone who you noe juz from de roadside . All of them also can be your close fren o someone who can really much things to chat o 'place' to keep ur secret . Juz depends on how much effort both of u did in strengthenin de friendship.

How would a person calculated whether close with a fren o not ??? How advance is de technology nowadays also no one would have this calculator . The most human can do is juz lie detector . We will juz be the best machine to check whether the ppl is good with you o not . Its not de matter of how long u noe de fellow o how many u spend with him/her . Its actually how much you can trust de ppl and how many secret o things tat u can share with him/her .

Can anyone give me a standard explanation of how should a true fren should be ???

DO u need someone good looking / rich / kind / patient / good tempered o other special ability to be your close fren ???Do a true fren need to be there 4 you everytime you in need ???Its somehow quite unfair to have such request as close fren dun mean anything . They have to k bout their family , relatives and even their bf o gf .

Dunno whether you all will believe o not that i actually contact with someone quite close with me onli with my hp . I dun even meet de person o wat . Juz some sms and calls den wat de did actually more than wat i did with most of my fren . Maybe its wat ppl normally say stupid to hav those relation as internet is very dangerous and we dunno who r we dealin with . But at least i will feel better to share things with her rather than those who r said to be my close fren and dunno y always betrayin ppl behind and gossip bout their things.

Here talkin bout my old friends. Well . I did have a friend tat i noe more than 10 years although i am now juz in my 20 . And also a guy tat quite good with me tat i noe him 7 years . Its really good tat i can keep this 2 friendship so long and yet we r still in contact with each others now . Although de relation was juz ok but its actually quite nice to have such frens tat growing up together and can chat bout something happen when we r small . Those tat we ourselves cant even remember well does it really happened o something tat we dun wan to noe also .

Good friends dun really mean 4 quantity its mean for quality . Sorry 4 those i din mention u all here now la . Maybe when i free den will add on in it later when i rmb it .

听说爱情回来过

2009-03-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

听说爱情回来过

在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中

在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾找过
我我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的他
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中

ppl around me

2009-02-26T08:26:00.005+08:00

From the past , human started de words tat dun ever believe to anyone
How good a fren with u also , if there is a benefit
He/She will maybe betray you at de end .
Last time i quite dun agree with this as i thought everyone beside me are those normal ppl who dun really full of evil.
However , recently after finishing my secondary sch life .
Things start to happen one by one and its nonstop
de most horrible things is someone who told others he took me as his close fren did de most
Wat i can say bout de guy is he juz simply take ppl as his close fren and dun really mean o appreciate it . Juz imagine tat someone who can take a 'stranger' who chatted twice thru msn as close fren . Its rather ridiculous .
However , he really thought he is de best guy in de world and should be a gentleman , nice , and everything perfect . Ppl noe him may give quite lots of comment if they noe who i am mentioning .
Honestly , i quite dislike this type of ppl la. Maybe next time should really buy him a good quality mirror so that he can really look as himself be4 critic others .
Other than him , mostly onli noe how to tease ppl and onli find u when they got in trouble .
How can there be such useless ppl all around me ????
Sorry if u din agree tat
I din mean tat everyone around me really did tat .
There are also some who is quite nice and willing to share everything with
Different standard of ppl will be havin different attitude and different personality and cant blame them also as everyone grown in different situation . 人之初，性本善。性相近，习相远。
De most important is we should noe how to differentiate de ppl around us.
Pls leave any comment here if anyone feel tat i am annoying him/her .

first post

2009-02-22T11:36:00.003+08:00

There had been quite a long long time since de day i plan to start this blog
and yet i registered 4 this bout few months ago be4 i starts using this .
Well. De reason of startin this maybe coz recently many ppl asked bout whether i owned a blog
o whethere i wrote blog . De answer i gave those ppl are all "NO !!!"
haha. Nowadays waitin 4 results to be out and also on de way of finding suitable work 4 me
so i was very very free to start doin this time wastin this.
One's may probably wasting few minutes o even few hours juz to write a nice and interesting blog to be viewed by fren and even everyone using de internet .
Some even spent de whole night juz to find a nice design 4 de layout of de blog.
My blog is pretty simple tat i dun really put lots of things here.
A good blog depends on how de blogger create suitable topic but not juz like those ppl with
nice background and de content is rather empty.

Tats all 4 today . Anything nice i will juz post here next time to share with everyone i noe o dunno
haha~~~~~~ bye........ >""<